One day, I received a request for a video of myself walking outside with a ball gag in my mouth hidden under a scarf.
The idea excited me so much that I accepted the request and filmed it that same day. But who would have thought it would be so awkward! More than I could have imagined..
My face was covered, but I was worried that the black ball in my mouth would show through the thin, already drool-soaked fabric. I live in the center of a big city, and it’s hard for me to find a place where there aren’t many people. I constantly felt like everyone was looking at me! Especially when I was filming myself on my phone.
I thought it would be easy! Oh, how wrong I was! I was overcome with a feeling of awkwardness and embarrassment!?I kept thinking: “What if my coat rides up and I’m only wearing underwear?”, “What if someone sees my gag when I lift my scarf?”, “What if the scarf comes undone and my gag becomes visible to everyone?!”…
Indeed, when you’re worried about other people’s gazes, it begins to feel like everyone is looking only at you. It’s a difficult and amazing feeling at the same time…
When are you going to send me out for a walk next?
File name: tsp_My_First_Outdoor_Walk_with_a_Ball_Gag.mp4
File size: 313 MiB
Duration: 7 min 4 s
Format: MPEG-4
Resolution: 1080×1920
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